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Leave and Never Come Back

by Trying

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grayson Some of the most terrific humans creating some of the most terrific tunes. Catch them in a basement near you and feel the most terrific vibes. Favorite track: The Grill.
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1.
Cozy 02:24
I think I’ll trade the stars for the city What is it about the night that’s so haunting Well, I guess I can’t just make it up again Is it the way it swallows everything we knew in the day? I find it cozy anyways Well, in the dim light, teach me how to feel again I find it cozy anyway I find it cozy anyway
2.
21 03:23
I'm 21 I don't drink alcohol but all my friends are going out tonight they're getting wasted, wasting no time reminding me I am wasting all my youth I'm 21 I'm getting high on making excuses to leave early but I could never tell a lie don't know the way home well enough to stumble there I'm 21 I'm naked getting laid in bed early just stayed in for the night give my condolences to lover girls and boys who are romantically annoyed I'm such a bore I'm 21 I don't drink alcohol my vice is lonely staring at the wall indulge in politely declining Well I'm abstemious at best, tempestuous I guess I'm abstemious at best, tempestuous I guess I'm 21 I don't drink alcohol I'm 21 I'm getting high I'm 21 I'm naked getting laid I'm 21, I'm 21 I'm 21 I don't drink alcohol I'm 21 I'm getting high I'm 21 I'm naked getting laid Well I'm abstemious at best, tempestuous I guess I'm abstemious at best, tempestuous I guess I'm 21, I'm 21 I'm 21 and I am feeling it I'm 21, I'm 21
3.
Lately I’ve been thinking of the sounds I knew while growing up Birds chirping at my window, fat cat purring by my side Vacations to the beach, the ocean singing with the tide Saxophone from Brian’s room, my parents walking up the stairs And last night I thought I heard the garage door open But then remembered I don’t live there anymore Lately I’ve been thinking of the sounds I knew while growing up But now I live alone and all these sounds are my own At night I pretend the roar of cars sings the ocean The creaks and cracks reminding me of ghosts They’re haunting me And last night I thought I heard the garage door open But then I remembered I don’t live there anymore I don’t live there anymore
4.
The Grill 03:07
Midnight, cat fight She took the fucking grill October came and past Not sure this ever will End Empty bedroom They’re not mine anyways He says he doesn’t care But he avoids the house Like a bad memory He says he doesn’t care But he avoids the house Like a bad memory She says “Cameron, You’re just not being fair You know I tried to make things better But I just wasn’t happy while I was there Midnight, cat fight She took the fucking grill I say I don’t care But let’s avoid the subject I’ve got all these memories
5.
Chester 02:37
I don’t get phone calls anymore Stop by the house if you wanna see me It’s actually a funny story See, he don’t swim, he don’t swim But he was old and he was dumb It’s buried at the bottom of the pond out back No time to think at times like that You shouldn’t go where you can’t swim Now my phone drowned just like him Carried him out in my arms Fur soaking wet, damp breath, dead dog No one changes we just die It’s not my fault I am this guy No one changes we just die I don’t get phone calls anymore Stop by the house if you wanna see me It’s actually a funny story See he don’t swim, he don’t swim Did I mention Chester died last week? He drowned at the bottom of Sparrow Pond And I can laugh it off, say that it’s nothing But inside I wonder if I should do the same Did I mention Chester died last week? He drowned at the bottom of Sparrow Pond And I jumped in after him Not sure if I wanted to save him or to drown As well
6.
Despite the storm, my parents were glad that I was going I don’t get out much It was raining when I left, just a gentle mist I stopped to get you flowers on the way And told the workers I had the fortune of being in An unfortunately long-distance relationship They would have to last a while Because of the storm but also to make sure That you had something to remember me by Please don’t forget me It was windy, about halfway it started to snow It picked up and it shook me down, I just kept on going Frozen bumper, frosted windshield, I had to try No other way of knowing Got to your house all the same, walked up the front steps Anxiously awaiting to see your face I ring the doorbell look around Watch as a snowflake melts Then there you are, open the door Welcome to the world of someone else
7.
You’re still in the shower I wait for you behind your door You finally get out I hear you laugh and talk You don’t know what’s coming I’m in all black, I wear a mask Don’t see my face just hear me scream “This is a kidnapping, this is a kidnapping” We’re driving in my car You don’t know where we’re going But I’ll get you there Get closer, you realize Anticipate what it’s like In my home On your first trip to my house
8.
I came here on my own and I think I’m in love City’s a ghost without you, city’s a ghost without you But nobody loves Halloween or haunting me like you do They say ‘you look like you’re from Ohio’ She tells me she’s from New York, New York But I’m not, I’m from Ohio But you already knew that Well I tried to make things better, But I still felt unhappy from time to time Well I miss you and I’m sorry But I might never come back I came here on my own and I think I’m in love City’s a ghost without you, city’s a ghost without you But nobody loves Halloween or haunting me like you do Well I miss you and I’m sorry But I might never come back
9.
Terry took me home Terry took me home
10.
They say you like the ‘80s and olives, yellow ochre But now it’s scarves and windy days, bike rides I won’t make you get up yet For me it’s just the simple things A glass of ice, laying in bed all day Please don’t make me Oh, don’t make me get up yet Think we might like a lot of the same things Oh, we have so much in common I just can’t believe it, can you? Have you ever wished? Don’t let it float away Oh, the wind is on our side now Yeah, the wind is on our side now Oh, don’t make me get up yet The wind is on our side, didn’t you hear me? Have you ever wished? Wouldn’t let it float away Oh, the wind is on our side now Yeah, the wind is on our side and the bees are on our side now Yeah, the wind is on our side and the bees are on our side Didn’t you hear me? Maybe we don’t like all of the same things But if you showed me, maybe I could learn to like the things that you like And you could learn to like the things that I like too Then we would have so much in common, I cannot begin to tell you Have you ever wished? Let’s watch it float away Oh, I could dream this dream forever Oh, I could dream this dream forever
11.
Can we bike to the Franklin Park Conservatory when it’s warm? Can we watch Wes Anderson soon? Can we go see La La Land before it’s out of theaters? Can we eat oatmeal with bananas in it? Can we start a band, again? Again, again, forever
12.
I’m moving to New York, don’t tell my girlfriend I’m moving to New York, a thousand miles away Don’t tell my girlfriend, don’t tell my girlfriend Tell her I’ll be back. I’ll be back. She says the week’s been rough but she won’t tell me why She won’t say “you’re moving to New York, a thousand miles away And I’m afraid that you’re never coming back Tell me you’ll be back. You’ll be back?” I’m moving to New York, maybe dreams come true I’m moving to New York, don’t tell me girlfriend I tell myself “I’m never coming back” I tell myself “I’m never coming back I’m never coming back I’m never coming back I’m never coming back”

credits

released July 27, 2018

Nick - drums, thighs, claps, and eternal love
Kelsey - violin, vocals, and door
Zayn - tambourine, claps, cymbals, chairs, and other objects
Sierra - vocals and everything
Dena - vocals (track 8)
Brady - a holy presence
Cameron - acoustic guitar, electric guitar, 12 string guitar, ukulele, bass, vocals, glockenspiel, melodica, mbira, claps, chairs, and garage door

Recorded, mixed, and mastered by Cameron
Artwork by Sierra, text by Cameron and Kelsey

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